Don't let go,

As much as I didn't want to blog, I thought I'd do a short one.

Got back all results already. Except for Chinese that I got an A, the rests are like shit.

General Paper - U
Chinese - A
Economics - U
Physics - S
Chemistry - U
Mathematics - E

Uhuh. So yeah. 1 H2 pass & 1 H1 pass only. I'm not really sad or disappointed because I know I didn't study for it. It's my fault. But how do I keep the motivation going when I think life is a bitch? And when I so wanted to give up on everything?

Well, the thing I hated the most is when teachers keep saying this when you don't do well. "I know you can do better... What happened to you?" Is it not depressing enough to get this kinda results? Why do teachers keep emphasizing on this statement????

Plus I am always the one who will be caught for talking in class during Mathematics. How is it my fault when I'm seated around the people who talk? Everytime it's my fault. I'm always the one being called. Ya just because I did very badly and when I'm talking it means that I am disturbing the people around me. What the fuck?!?!?!?! If that's the case, then next time I would just go to the library for self-study. I don't need you to teach anyway. Not as if I understand what you're teaching.

To teachers, I'm like a hardworking girl who can do very well. But in actual fact, I'm not. Because I'm losing all the motivation since the start of this year.

For once and for all, I'm telling everyone now that I hate hypocrites. Don't go around telling everyone that you think you'd do badly for exams when you fucking get A for most subjects. I AM THE ONE WHO GETS ALL U SO WHO IS LOUSIER? Fuck off. _|_

Then the Adobe thing just pisses me off. Tomorrow they'll be coming. Tell me to bring money. Hello 2 months have passed okay! Make me wait so long. _|_


力不從心
就算心里有一些想要考好的念頭又能怎樣? 每一天到了學校感覺只有一個, 就是放棄。